Bottom of the sea.

all the rest have 31..

Wed, 10 Oct 2012 19:18:54 -0400

time always flies by when you’re happy. can you really ever remember a time you’ve been blissfully happy but completely experiencing that moment? i made my move to Denver a couple months ago. I’m starting my life over as a single parent and learning everything the hard way. All those bad times in the past were some how just as memorable as the good. Whether that’s a good thing or not. But now that i’m picking up the pieces of my life again, i’m analyzing things with kid gloves. I don’t want to overlook something I should’ve learned. In this moment, I am so thankful for all the lessons i’ve been given so far. And praying that I use the rest of this year to not make the same mistakes.

Thu, 31 May 2012 00:40:00 -0400

We got lifted. At Harris Tires! Lol

Thu, 31 May 2012 00:38:39 -0400

We got lifted. At Harris Tires! Lol

year of work.

Thu, 31 May 2012 00:27:31 -0400

Projects below.

- clothing line.
- book.
- language studies [Russian, French]*
- yogic studies.
- disillusionment EP.*
Etc.

Wish me luck!

*perhaps there will be separate blogs discussing these subjects.

Photo

Wed, 16 May 2012 21:56:41 -0400

everyday in the rain.

Wed, 16 May 2012 21:54:19 -0400

You know you’re a traveler when you can’t name a single place that feels like home. What are the perimeters of that feeling? A place with familiars, memories you can readily pronounce, a peaked intuition coming from what you believe to be your inner conscience? I am always trying to define what HOME means for my life. Home for me has been simplified to being somewhere by choice. Due to my travels, that is what is most familiar, if safe, and the only characteristic that YOUR and MY HOME have in common. Two things I pine for always; peace and stability—ironically, coupled are the two things i’ve never had. It would seem that my ideal destiny would include aspects of both of these, but I am learning all the time to sacrifice one for the other depending on the situation. Inner peace for outer stability. Outer peace for mental stability. Should that be normal? Is that the game to play? Today it is raining. I love rain. The rain in Seattle provided a backdrop to the canvas of my life where, I felt whatever I was going through was drowned out and silenced by my awe of water coming from the sky. In this place, the rain acts as a deterrence, coming to swallow your pride for you, and facilitate the sacrifice aforementioned. It hits the ground and I am almost hurt by how willingly I succumb to defeat. On this day, having recognized my goals again, HOME has a second meaning; the place I shouldn’t be. The place I have abandoned to the extent of loss. My heart is my home. At least I can carry it with me.

book of revelation - The Drums

Wed, 16 May 2012 21:35:13 -0400

book of revelation - The Drums

Photo

Wed, 16 May 2012 21:30:07 -0400

"I like to love my life vicariously through my characters; the girl who fled, the girl who is..."

Wed, 16 May 2012 21:26:39 -0400

“I like to love my life vicariously through my characters; the girl who fled, the girl who is thinking about fleeing, and the girl who will always flee.”

- Original.

pretty and organized.

Wed, 16 May 2012 21:23:51 -0400

pretty and organized.

It's been a while!

Sat, 28 Apr 2012 17:42:08 -0400

Hey! It had to be known.

I’ve missed you too.

New hair. Holla!

Sun, 12 Feb 2012 09:49:51 -0500

New hair. Holla!

KT Tunstall - Hold On

Mon, 06 Feb 2012 11:25:44 -0500

KT Tunstall - Hold On

I love horses.

Mon, 06 Feb 2012 11:21:09 -0500

I love horses.

Geisha

Mon, 06 Feb 2012 11:20:25 -0500

Geisha

values.

Mon, 06 Feb 2012 11:19:17 -0500

just trying to make this month about being appreciative for what and who is in my life. it doesn’t have to be just this month, but i’m making an effort to remember it this time because it is easy to forget.

The Tempest

Sat, 04 Feb 2012 08:54:48 -0500

The Tempest

Paintings of The Tempest

Sat, 04 Feb 2012 08:54:01 -0500

Paintings of The Tempest

I want to be light on my feet, and never heard entering a room.

Sat, 04 Feb 2012 08:52:16 -0500

I want to be light on my feet, and never heard entering a room.

where will this go?

Sat, 04 Feb 2012 08:45:19 -0500

I am so excited! I should be moving in a couple weeks and I can’t wait. This town has nothing for me and I know my life should be more eventful than it is here. I am also excited to start my real estate career and see if it takes me where i’ve always wanted to go.

Having a strange inclination to buy a lottery ticket..Meanwhile;

I have made some friends on a pen pal website and it is going quite well. I am looking forward to helping more people improve their English and hopefully I will improve my Russian too.

Just feeling a lot of love for my family right now. I’m going to sign out and retain it.